So far so anti-climactic.

Well, I don't know what I was expecting but so far other than one aunt people haven't said anything about my weight loss. It is forty five freekin' pounds people... feel free to at least say there is something different about me because I KNOW you see a difference. Even the awkward, "Uh, have you lost weight?" comment would be welcome. But no reaction? That's just annoying. I know I know, I shouldn't need external validation that what I am doing is working and that I should be proud of it on my own, internal motivation and all that crap.... but I really hoped my family would comment. I swear to mercy, when my sister Leah arrives tomorrow she better make a little bit of a fuss. I deserve that much. ha ha ha

Anyway, lack of acknowledgement or not, tomorrow I am going on a quest to identify which gym around here will give me a few day passes for cheap that also has good facilities. And then, of course, I intend to go to said gym and get in a good workout tomorrow. I think that'll be good, though I don't think it is overly necessary. So far I have stayed totally on track food wise and still have around forty points (between my weekly points and my activity points) at my disposal. It isn't about the points though, but more about keeping the routine and also giving myself time away from the family chaos.

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Hunger: nada
Body Image: alright
General disposition: fairly indifferent, kinda tired
Song of the day: Riu Riu Chu by Sixpence None The Richer