The week that wouldn't end

This week has been brutal, and it is only wednesday. I think between having little to no downtime since Christmas and eating all the crap last weekend my body is all "Oh no you d'in't!" and crashing. I'm exhausted, I feel physically and mentally sluggish, and I feel extra jiggly. I think it is because my clothes are too loose so things feel all floofy and wobbly on my body, but it isn't a nice feeling. So basically I feel like my body has kicked me in the nuts (if I had them) for pushing it too hard with too little sleep and filling it with bad stuff. You definitely have made your point, body. Message recieved.

All I am focusing on is getting through to Friday. This weekend I am going to binge on sleep. Lots and lots of sleep. And watching of the tv. Sleep and tv. So that I don't feel totally horrid afterwards I am also going to go to the gym, but apart from that it is quiet time by myself to sleep and watch horrible "so bad it's good" stuff like "Dawson's Creek" and "Lois and Clark". Maybe even some Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

In the meantime I am just slogging through. I have been staying totally on point food wise, being very sure to eat loads of veggies and drink lots of water (again trying to undo the food from last weekend), plus I have been forcing my poor blorpy body to the gym and not letting myself do a workout half assed. I normally have little problem going to the gym, hell I went all through Christmas holidays, but my energy level is so low at the moment it is a real struggle. But I've gone all week, and will be going tonight too. Tomorrow is my weigh-in and  while I expect there to be a gain I think that will be good for my headspace. I'll like to see my points reset and start fresh.

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Hunger: moderate
Body Image: jiggly... the only word I can use is 'jiggly'
General disposition: just okay
Song of the day: I Want Freedom by Grand Funk Railroad