Surgery sucks

So I'm supposed to weigh in today but that is obviously not going to happen because of my foot surgery. I mean, look at my x-ray.... those screws look HORRIFIC! LOL Anyway, this has been decidedly not fun and uncomfortable. I can get around on crutches fairly well but I'm not allowed to because every time I don't have my foot elevated it turns deep deep purple and hurts. I feel ugly and disgusting because I have to wear loose clothing to get over my cast, and my hair defies explanation it is so ridiculous. Blah. HOWEVER! I am back in my own apartment as of today, now trying to more or less fend for myself. This is an improvement over living at my parents' place, though it is going to be a little more boring and difficult.

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Hunger: nada
Body Image: not good at all
General disposition: Very despondent, frustrated, and helpless
Song of the day: I'm too frustrated to have one