Pre-Op Appointments suck.

I had a long day today. First, my pre-op appointment for my surgery next week wasn't at all what I expected. I expected to be asked questions like what my weight is, what medication I am on, etc. I was actually a little excited for it because I wanted to be able to say my new lower weight. No. It ended up being and ECG and I had to lay on a bed, my shirt and bra up, my breasts fully exposed, while an attracted male nurse put sticker thingies all over my chest, breasts, and weirdly on my ankles. And then he told me to be relaxed and I'm thinking, "How in the name of all things holy am I going to be calm and relaxed with my taa-taas hanging out in front of you?!" Basically it was awkward so I got uncomfortable and when I am uncomfortable I start babbling and so I started babbling about my boobs. Sweet jesus. I just made it so much more awkward.

Anyway, so there was that.Luckily I had a massage scheduled for right after work. My back was full of knots so she really worked to get them out. I feel sore but a lot better. After my massage I went to supper with some friends from out of town, and that was nice.

The thing is, though, is that for some reason I want to do nothing apart from eat. I had a good supper, totally enough food, but I still want to eat. My period is just finishing so maybe it has something to do with that, I don't know. I just know I feel a little gross and blorpy and hungry and worried about thursday's weigh in.

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Hunger: I'm not hungry but I really want to eat!
Body Image: moderate
General disposition: confused
Song of the day: Slow by Kylie Minogue