What the freg. Seriously, today was going fine. I was happy, well rested, had a really nice lunch on an outdoor patio with the guys... then all of a sudden around 3:00 my mood completely bottomed out and I was (and still am) in a total rage. I stopped at the grocery store after work because I have zero food in my house at the moment and that was an intensely frustrating exercise. It is stiflingly hot out so the walk home with groceries was a hot one, so once I got in I just sort of checked out. I am skipping the gym tonight, which is pretty dumb of me, I know. I should have left half an hour ago but didn't because I am comfortable and my cat is purring curled up on my lap. Granted my bad food is pretty screwed up today from yesterday's workout but I could have gone. Plus the workout probably would have helped my mood.
I really think I am going to regret not going. This weekend IS going to be a major eating weekend and I really need all the activity points I can get. I am kind of dreading my weigh in on tuesday because I know I am going to be up. But fine, I didn't go to the gym today so I will definitely be going tomorrow. And I am considering getting up and going to the gym friday morning before I catch my six hour busride to Tiff's. I honestly hope I can muster the motivation for that.
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Hunger: I'm a little hungry because I haven't had supper yet...
Body Image: Not very good
General disposition: stabby
Song of the day: Ready For Love by Mott the Hoople
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