What in the name of all things holy is wrong with me??
Yesterday I horf down a pile of smoked salmon and feel sick afterwards. Today I horf down a whole avocado and not only feel sick but I have my IBS flare up. What the FREG was I expecting?! Seriously, eating a whole avocado is pretty stupid for me as it is one of my triggers. I can have a little and be fine but a whole one, on an empty stomach?! I may as well have eaten a bottle of laxative and TNT. The result would have been similar, believe me. I did have enough sense to take my medication once the attack began so it wasn't as bad as it could have been, but it was still pretty bad. I am still feeling it frankly, and I expect I will be twitchy for a day or two. I feel churney and crampy and bloated as hell. I full on refused to skip the gym like I did yesterday due to idiotic eating so today I did go. After 25 minutes I thought I would going to die from the pains in my stomach, but at least I was able to do 25 minutes.
I am pretty effing sure that tomorrow's WI is going to be bad. Between the ridiculous binges the past two days and the nineteen thousand drinks I had last weekend and the not getting to the gym very much (only three days this week, and today was a wussy one)... yeah, it doesn't bode well. Basically if I stay the same I will be very pleased. If I lose any I will be absolutely shocked.
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Hunger: urgh.... shut up about food
Body Image: pretty sure if I tripped I would just roll
General disposition: irritated with myself
Song of the day: Double Vision by Foreigner
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