Something isn't right...

1. I feel very dark and twisty. Something in my mood is majorly off kilter. I was fine all yesterday, had a totally kick ass workout at the gym, and then last night when I climbed into bed my head went to all the epic hurtles facing me in regards to my impending surgery and I got very upset and worried. Because of that I didn't sleep well at all and in the morning when my alarm went off I smacked what I thought was my alarm clock to make it snooze. It wasn't my alarm clock. It was my cat Rhubarb. Needless to say I have had a cranky cat today. And then tonight it turns out my Thanksgiving plans got all shifted about so it went to a nice gourmet dinner (that I would be able to order smartly at) out with just my parents and some good visit time with my friend/cousin Tiffany to having a whole extended family giant dinner prepared by my aunt who I am very hurt and angry with at the moment (long story) and Tiff isn't coming home now. I am very disappointed. Being over tired and already kind of emotionally worn thin that set me off a bit so when I called my parents to confirm this change had been made I ended up having an argument with my father. Awesome. I am so looking forward to this weekend now. (That was sarcasm, btw.)

2. I don't think I have eaten enough this week. It isn't that I have been hungry, but just that I haven't eaten enough to account for all the activity I have done. I have done four really good, intense workouts at the gym with a fifth probably coming tomorrow and I have eaten good healthy foods all week, lots of water and veggies, but when I sneaked a peek at my weight tonight I was the exact same weight as last week's weigh in. I think the problem comes from my not eating all my weekly points and none of my activity points. Behold my weekly chart:

As it stands right now I have 45.5 points available to me, plus tomorrow's daily points which brings me to 78.5 points I could, in theory, eat tomorrow... Not going to happen, believe me, but I think I shouldn't be left with such a pile of points left at the end of the week. Pretty much every other week I finish off my weekly points over the weekend, usually because of alcohol, but this week I haven't so I think thats the problem. Last week I consumed all my weekly points and all but 7 of my activity points and lost 2lbs. Doesn't look like I'll have that this week. Sucks, because I really could have used the emotional boost.

I guess the one benefit to having the giant gross turkey dinner is that I'll definitely use up all my points. :(

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Hunger: not really hungry but thinking I should probably eat something
Body Image: very blah
General disposition: pretty dark
Song of the day: Shake Your Foundations by AC\DC