unable to binge....

Sweet Merciful Crap. So today sucked. Due to suffering a disrupted sleep due to nightmares all last night, I was way over tired and feeling grungy all day. I also was incredibly hungry all day, even though I ate what I eat every day at work. I decided that tonight I was going to skip the gym and give into my craving and make a giant plate of pasta and eat it all, guilt free. Well, I made the pasta, long with some meatballs made from extra lean ground turkey. I pointed for all the pasta but after about a third of it I was totally full. Gimme a break! I mean, yes, it is good that my stomach has clearly shrank enough to make me not able to binge eat but I really just wanted to eat the thing I have been craving for weeks.

Well, at least my cat Rhubarb enjoys that I didn't eat it all.

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Hunger: uuuuuuuuugh too full!!!
Body Image: one word -- "Blorp"
General disposition: groady
Song of the day: Find My Way by Gabe Dixon Band